something happened with the last post. so here is the ending
my epiphany comes in that sort of feeling i get with or towards andes. he's my little stranger born into us, part of the future but not the past because his dad is not around. he's like a visiting uncle. i feel betrayal to both the darczuks and andes. what can he latch onto as a little boy, if there is no papa? how can i betray my husband who does exsit and be both? i've always wished i had a penis, and i so more today than ever, for the children i mean. but until then come home darling. just come home. the darczuk famly limbo is becoming hard to handle.
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